IF.....
Would you care about me ?
Would you still want me ?
Would you allways stand with me ?
If i let you stand in the rain, if I say i hate you . or if i wish you death..
I just really wonder, what do you see?
Would you know..
That i like you ..? that ik like your f*cking beautifully life ?
A life that i can’t immagine..
A life that i never have had or will have.
Would you know..
That if i say i hate you..
That i love you..
And if i let you stand in the rain..
I just want to show you my tears..
And even when i wish you death..
I’m really jealous of you life..
You don’t how much pain i have..
By telling you those words...
You don’t know ..
How much i hate myself ..
you don’t know i care about you ..
i really care more about you than you think..
like i said.. i hate myself..
that is hurt you with my words..
wich i don’t even mean..
but say from uncertainty..