MENTAL HANGOVER
So this night of magic has passed by
in my mind I keep reliving every scene
From the meeting point on until the vague morning
These moments of closeness
These moments of togetherness
These moments of intimacy
And what we talked about and what we smiled about and what we laughed about
And how I explored every inch of your heavenly body, slowly and intense
And how we fell asleep, finally, holding each other close, body and mind in perfect merge
And how the clockradio startled you every time it went off
way too early
way too soon
I relive and I smile
I relive and I cry
I relive and I know that's all there's left to do
You'll go on for sure
Treading your life's main road where you left it for this little detour
Knowing in a way it was a wrong turn, but already irreversibly taken
So you head on, quick, determined, in a haze of suppressed guilt and denial
Leaving me with the bittersweet aftertaste of your poisonous gift
So I relive I relive I relive
And I smile and I smile and I smile
And I cry and I cry and I cry - oh how I cry
For that's all there's left to do
All there's left to do...