Walking in the dark, under the moonlight..
There’s nothing
That couldn’t change
There’s nothing
That couldn’t break in pieces
And there’s nothing…
Nothing in this world
That wouldn’t change
For just a little blink
For just a little smile
Because of a little tear
That’s rolling over your face
To your lips, your kissable lips
Who aren’t kissable anymore
Who are broken
Blood is your lipstick
And bruises are your make up
Broken is your feeling
Broken is your mood
And there’s nothing
In this world of yours
That could change that
Another tear drops
Rolling on your cheek
Never thought to end
Never thought it would
Hurt so much
But it does, it hurts
You’re broken
Into a thousand pieces
I want to walk
Walk away from my world
Into another world
Without screaming voices
Without people who look at you
Who are suspecting everything from you
Trying to get you somewhere
Somewhere you don’t want to be
And it hurts to be like this
To be like you don’t want to be
To be who you where
And finally, when you got over it
It starts all over again…
Your friends
Looking at you
Smiling, suspecting
Wandering what you’re thinking
Don’t even WANT to know
WHAT you are thinking about
Boys who are thinking your like that
Just because you pretend to be
Feeling things you don’t want to feel
Saying you’re feeling things
While you not even sure about it
Love that’s slipping away
While the other still loves you
But does he really loves you?
Is there any future for him with you?
Do you want to be his
Do you want him to be yours
Feeling broken
Feeling messed up
Inside of you is empty
Pain and emptiness
You don’t feel alone
You feel disturbed
There’s chaos inside of you
There’s chaos in your mind
Trying to shut everything out
Trying to let these voices to be quiet
Trying to think about everything
Getting everything clear
But it stays troubled
I’m not believing in getting clear ever again
I just have to live with it, I guess
Love sucks, cause you’re too afraid
Live sucks, cause you’re too afraid
You’re saying things are supposed to be
Like this of that
You said to others just do it
But you wouldn’t even dare it yourself
Cause… you’re too afraid
To afraid to disappointing people
People you love
So you won’t even dare
To say goodbye
To say goodbye to their things
Their priority’s and wishes
So you let yourself behind
And go on with another
Just to be loved
And stay loved
But not being yourself
You’re trying, that’s for sure
But you know you won’t ever complete
You won’t win and that’s hurting you…
Forever…
*(De titel is omdat ik me vandaag echt heel erg rot voelde, en een goede vriend van me me aanraadde om buiten te lopen en onder het maanlicht