So numbed out
Nothing matters anymore
The sky is blue
I want to find the horizon
To sing the song of the trees in the mountains
And see the snow dance amongst the melodies
The wonderful rhythm of life
That never stops
No matter what
I want to be like that
Like the mighty river
Flowing to its’ destination no matter what
Around rocks
Over fallen trees
Down hills
Breaching dams
Pulling everything that gets in its’ way
Unstoppable
To reach a sudden calm
An ocean of silence and peace
Reaching forever
With no return
Never
Ever again
There's no pain for me this time
Only sadness
I can only cry
For I will never see you again
Grandfather