I can't stand the site of you,
I'm supposed to love you,
but I don't.
I'm supposed to respect you,
but I don't.
I hate you more then you could ever believe.
My loath for you runs through out my veins.
It runs through out my blood,
It runs through out my body.
I'm supposed to care about your well being,
I could'nt care less!
You're a waste of my time and energy.
You lied so many times,
and still I forgave.
Again, time after time again, I gave you another chance to be apart of my life.
I realized your not needed.
You're not fuckin' wanted.
you're not fuckin' loved.
I saw you walking down the street today,
I couldnt even fuckin' pick my head up too look at you.
I wanted to...
I wanted to say all these things to you,
but I didnt, I held back my tears instead.
I could fuckin' watch you die right now,
and not care at all.
I'd smile, while inside I'm laughing with joy, overwhelmed with happiness.
You could be in pain, suffering bleeding to death,...
and I turned the other way.
I fuckin' despise you more then anything.
How does that feel?
Fuckin' tell me how does that feel,
knowing you're the thing I hate the most!
I opened my arms to you,
I opened my heart,
I tried to let you in,
you stabbed me in the back.
Because of you I am the way that I am.
I hate you!
I've learned not to trust.
I've learned no one is ever worthy of a second chance.
I'ts a pity of the person you've become.
You look like shit now, you're turning into nothing.
No, you've always been nothing!
AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NOTHING!
I'm fuckin' stupid for letting you cause me all this pain for so long.
I'm fuckin' stupid for letting you bring me down.
How does it feel, to be so fucking hated by everyone?
I hope it feels good, because my hate towards you will never be brought down!
I will hate you till the day I die,
this I promise you....dad