This is the story of my life
Dark, lonely days
Clouded storms
And forgotten dreams
Full of crap
And full of pain
But this…
This is my life!
My mother married at an age of nineteen
She met my father when she was sixteen
I don’t know if she thought he was cute
But he was smart
And he was studying like hell
A real ‘party animal’
My grandmother approved
Cause he was good
He had a future
He was the perfect candidate
But not the perfect match
My mother the rebel
My father the geek
They married a few years later
And then there was me
A real party it had to be
And then my sister came
Together with some trouble
So the third one came to fix it all
But is was a mistake
Six years later
My mother meets a women
And I know she fell in love right away
I don’t blame her
I know now love’s a bitch
She held on for some more years
And then there was a divorce
Painful, hard
She married this women
And we moved in a couple of years later
And then it turns black
No more loving hugs
No more kisses goodnight
No more sweet dreams
No more caring words
Paradise is hell
Hell is paradise
Fear is common
And so is the pain
My pain
Her pain
Our pain
We kill each other
In every dead conversation
We kill each other
In every endless fight
We die
Together
And we awake
We sleep
Together
And we live on
Empty stomach
Empty house
Black and white
Lost in grey
Lost in doubt
We scream
But no sound fills the room
No word leaves my lips
No pain is heard
No wound is cured
I grow up alone
Four long years
Scarves
Blood
Friendless
Cold
Die
I say
Die
She says
We cursed each other
And there is no way back
We tried
The both of us
But we couldn’t
We are not strong enough
We are alone
On a planet
With 7,3 billion people
We are all living together
Together Alone…