If only….
Yesterday was a special day,
A memory that will never go way.
After 4 years of travelling, new friends, and using my brains,
It came to an end and now I’ve got memories and a diploma. And that is all that remains.
A weird start at this school,
Without a father but with new friends, they are really cool!
But there is this one thing inside of me,
I wish there was some special person there to see.
A person who could see that I’m fighting,
Working myself through these 4 years while writing.
Now having my diploma, I wish there was you telling me you are proud,
I know you are but you are up there, there upon that cloud.
I want to show you everything, sitting next to you and looking at your face,
But all of that, its not going to happen… and that’s something I need to give a place.
With every step I’m taking in my life I wish you where there,
Being there for me, but I know you can’t and that’s unfair.
In a few months a new study will start
And I know papa, I know you are in my heart!
I will fight my entire life and I know you are proud of me,
Fighting to do what you loved to do while being alive. That keeps me strong, and that’s the key!