it still felt good
after think twice
I felt alive again
released from the frozen ice
actually I wasn't doubting
I trusted him for sure
I wasn't thinking, neither falling
I just took one risk more
I laughed at you
felt guilty about it
I cried for you
because you didn't understand
you were so far away
you weren't on my mind
so finally I was independent
while I didn't even tried
you didn't deserve me
I hated you, whatever you would say
I loved you, but I failed
because I didn't wanna love you that way
I promised myself
I will make it without you
lovin' you was not easy anymore
that night showed us the truth
he broke all the strings
where you were clinging to
that is why I trusted him
and let you fade away
I wasn't wrong, he wasn't wrong
you were to stupid to understand
that cheating you felt much better than cheating myself