When I'm looking back,
there're many things that I regretted, but it's too late
Memories in my head of silly things I did and said, never seemed to fade
Well I have seen the dark, but after all, I've won many fights
And some unexpected day, I hope to see some little sparks of lights
Bad times will arrive, but I am still alive...
Once cupid shot me with a dart
then the woman broke my heart, so bad
The blood kept running through my veins
but the mental pain got me insane, and sad
Now I'm so glad she's out of my head
don't care with who she spends her bed, I'm sure
Don't mind what she does at day or night
don't mind who's standing by her side, no more
Bad times will arrive, but I am still alive...
Last year, one summer night
my friend chose to see the light, and he won't be back
A part of so many people died
when he committed suicide, on that railroad track
He'll always be our king, our grace
we hope he's in a better place, but near
Now we often see a shining star
telling us he ain't that far, from here
Bad times will arrive, but I am still alive...
Same shit, different day
oh I can't wait to get away, these days
I just got nothing more to say
give me one reason to stay, at this place
Lately I don't catch much sleep
all these thoughts don't seem to sneak, away
I don't know where I'll go or what I'll find
but I'll leave this all behind, someday
Bad times will arrive, but I am still alive...
I keep my head up, walk with pride and don't feel any sorrow
I'll wait for the wind to change directions, soon, today, tomorrow