Mistakes indown:(
I don't know where it came from,
i totally lost control.
I'll never did something like that,
so where did it go wrong?
I'm never hurting someone,
because i also don't like to be hurt.
I still can't get why and how,
it could ever happened.
It wasn't me it can't be.
I'm notthing like that.
But still, i did lost control.
How could i be so stupid.
I'm disappointing myself.
And it hurts like nothing did before.
But still i was doing wrong.
the chamber of shame is where i belong.
But i'll promise.
It maybe just happened ones.
But it won't happen twice.
I don't turn my back to my mistakes.
I'll see them,
face them,
learn from them,
so i'll never do something liked, again.
And i know nothing happened.
But it's more then that.
It's against who i am and what who i want to be.
So my question to you is.
Can i please forgive myself.
Can i please start all over.
Cause i'm not the person you saw lately.
and yeah i also make mistakes.
i'll hope i can make up with you.
cause it's nice to be with you.
For now i don't know what to say.
The only thing i can do now,
is pray.
Pray to be forgiven.
pray to be a learner.
pray to be the control me.
A pray to make my mistakes ,undown