i was never able to put me feeling in order
i was scared to feel them and order them
because then they became real
i am hunted by my mistakes
dont know witch way is up
dont know where the exit is
never made anything off my life
and i cant see how i can fix it
i will never be the perfect daughter
i will never be the perfect soulmate
and will never be the perfect mother
can seem te find a way out
looking for a meaning in life
never find it and maybe i never will
dont seem to fit in anywhere
looking for something to believe in
but everytime i do i mess up
i lost faith in live long time ago
mistakes will hunted me for the rest off my life
i will never find the reason why i did it
i am scared when i look out of the window
never been so scared then now
never feld losing so close before
but now i have to face reality
that i will never make something good of my life
even though i am trying so hard
cant seem to find the way up.