The silent of the night is broken
by the hiccups of breath as I cry.
My voice is hoarse from all the yelling;
while my chest gets too tight cause
my lungs get too much oxygen.
My heart is beating too fast as it
prevents itself from breaking in two.
My mind is working in overdrive
as it tries to comprehend what happened.
Salty drops kiss my lips,
as tears cloud my vision.
My body is shaking in the need for a warm hug,
but all I feel is a cold chill running down my spine.
Every day I watched the sun set
And the moon rise.
Time didn’t heal my wounds,
Time just passed.
A year has gone by,
Since my life changed so drastically.
A year where I searched for the person I used to be,
but that one day erased the happy girl from within me.
Still standing outside,
I look up at the sky,
and see two falling stars.
imagining they are our 2 Angels
I close my eyes and feel another tear caress my cheek
as I wave goodbye
…