Midwinter night,
A time to bring back the light
To overthink the previous year
And make wishes for the one´s that near.
I feel guilty, I have been doing so- bad
I have broken with dreams I could have had.
I made mistakes, I´m no human thing.
I just feel light and air in all I´m creating.
I´m just A human, I have flaws.
I feel like I could break some laws…
One´s for eternal guilt, one´s for no mercy
The other for deception, and having no confidence in me.
I break, I stand up, I shriek my shoulders, I cry-
I hope in the next year, I´ll also try.