Coming out as a ftm transgender to my someone
That I actually started to trust again ...
well ... my mistake i think ...



Coming out gone wrong

As a female to male transgender
I tried to tell you
How I feel
And that it’s not just a choice

As a transgender
I still have feelings
And I am still gonna be me
Just happier at the end of this journey

I hoped you would be supportive
But instead
You wanted me to remember why I have feminine parts
That needs to stay that way

It’s not up to me
So you say
To change my body
To start testosterone

But you seem to forget
That I am not here for your purpose anymore
I am fighting
To becoming myself

I need to do this
To become myself
To become happy with a body
That fits the inside of me

The therapist knows this is the right decision
The therapist knows it’s not just a phase
The therapist knows it’s not just because you raped me
The therapist knows it has nothing to do with my past

However
It hurts me
That you
React in the old way

By taking what you think is yours
And I will forever hate you for that
I just thought you were over that bad behavior
After years of silence