The feeling of absolutely crippling fear.
Can't breathe, bearly cry.
I'm just half here.
Overflowing pain, anxiety.
Fear of abandonment.
It's more then I can take.
Tears running down my cheeks.
All these feelings are giving me the creeps.
Can't let anyone too close.
Can't stand to be alone.
With my thoughts.
Because I know I'll never be good enough.
Left out in the dark.
It's what I know and It's tearing me apart.
I will never be the one that stands out, special enough.
If there's one too many I'm the one left behind.