The feeling of absolutely crippling fear.
Can't breathe, bearly cry.
I'm just half here.
Overflowing pain, anxiety.
Fear of abandonment.
It's more then I can take.
Sweaty palms.
Tears running down my cheeks.
All these feelings are giving me the creeps.
Can't let anyone too close.
Can't stand to be alone.
With my thoughts.
Because I know I'll never be good enough.
Left out in the dark.
It's what I know and It's tearing me apart.
I will never be the one that stands out, special enough.
If there's one too many I'm the one left behind.