tired of living as this monster
the way it whispers in the dark
it may not yet be how you remind me
this is what i really am
nothing else is what it seems
you touch every place in my heart
when you say you want me in your life
but then i think about it
living with me nearly killed you
try to understand that i'm trying to make a move just to stay alive
i can’t help but wonder if staying alive is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the dark
and nothing's really changing
i still am the same
i can see the pain in your eyes
but listen to your heart before you gonna cry
your aching, your breaking
they’ll be swept away
for i’ll be going from here
soon i will disappear
i don’t know where i’m going but i do know why:
everybody's better off
when i don't stay alive