Still trying to find a way to cope,
still trying to deal with this
Screams are quieter,
but are still here.
Questions became a steady drum in my mind.
The pain has settled within my heart,
as it learns to beat further with this aching.
I should be happy you’re up there,
smiling down on us.
But how can I be happy if that means
I won’t see you anymore,
that I’ll never hear your voice again.
How can I be happy,
when I never had the chance to say goodbye
and I’m staying behind with the question ‘why’?
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