When all you feel is sadness. Where to escape? When all you want is to just stop your heart. From feeling anymore pain. Self-medicate till there's nothing left. Just want to go to bed and not wake up. When love is pain and love equils life. What can I do to survive? Screaming for help for so long. Nobody's hearing me. I don't know how long I can go on. Feeling tired all the time. It feels like I live on borrowed time. There's something wrong I feel it in my bones. There's so many do's and don'ts. When it comes to feel happiness. I only thrive in sadness. One day it will be too much. For you, for me, for everything the light touches. Till then, I will love until it kills me.