It allway's happens when I'm lying in my bed,
Because everything's a mess up in my head.
When I'm lying in my bed, I think of all the things that happend that day,
And then I see, that everything I do is just a stuppid game that I play.
I eat, drink, breathe and sleep,
I fight whit my mum and that toutches me deep.
I start to feel that I'm useless and nothing,
That's a fact that keeps me bodering.
I'll try to keep my head up high,
But sometimes I really wished that I could say goodbye.
Goodbye to the world I'm living in,
Than go to some place else, and make a new begin.
But I think I have to wait a little longer,
The time that I'll have to go, can only make me stronger.
The purson who makes me feel this way,
Thinks that she is the only one who is okay.
And do you know what the worse thing is...
She doesn't even see that she is doeing this!!!
That's a point that can make me so mad,
But when I try to talk about it, than she is doeing so sad.
Nobody cares about the way I feel!
Do they really think that I'm made of steel?
There are onley two pursons who feel the way I do,
Because they where in the same position as me to.
I wish that there was just someone who understands me?
But I'll think that's to mutch to ask for so it can not be.
It onley happens when I'm lying in my bed,
Because everythings a mess up in my head.
You will not see them in day ligt,
Thats why I call them: "tears of the night"