Again I'm sitting here.
Wondering what's wrong with me.
From my eye is falling a tear.
Quick I wipe it away so no-one will see.
It's been 3 years now.
Why can't it be gone.
Trying to hide, but that won't work somehow
And 2 be honest I can't anymore stay strong.
Living like this day by day,
Fighting over and over i'm so tired in body and mind.
How long will this stay.
Crying very night and I'm just a little child.
Why in the world is this happening 2 me.
What have I done wrong.
why may I not feel love ore even see.
lost, don't know anymore were I belong.
Lossing myself lossing my life.
I want my happyness back.
Pain every were it feels like my heart get stuckt with a knife.
And my collerfull life is now so black.
how can i get out.
How will I survive.
Who will hear my shout.
And give me back my life