Now you left me alone,
I never thought it would happen to me,
again,
You were my only reason to wake up in the morning,
to stand tall in this big world,
and face it,
day by day…
This feeling you gave me,
I wanted for the rest of my life,
it’s so hard to see you,
alone,
not me by your side…
You were my treasure I liked to show,
you were my boy,
you make my day with your smile,
your voice,
your eyes,
your kisses,
the way you called me honey,
I really thought it was for the rest of my life.
Now I regret that my feelings weren’t strong enough,
not strong enough to convince you,
that you were the love of my life,
maybe you still are,
maybe not,
the only thing I do know is…
that I miss you,
while each day goes by,
you are on my mind.
I have this tiny little feeling in my heart,
a little place down there still thinks,
that you care about me
and still love me
I cannot belief that everything can end just like that
what about the laughter,
the conversations,
the messages,
the time we shared together,
the kisses,
so intense.
Maybe I’m just not ready to forget you,
maybe I just don’t want too…
Please belief me when I say,
you were my support and shelter.
YOU gave me something…
YOU still give me something…
but why,
why,
why,
did you give up so fast on me ?
I thought I was worth fighting for…
and yet,
maybe this was a ‘good’ experience for us,
now,
I really know,
I really love(d) you.
Please,
don’t blame me for loving you,
don’t blame my heart for not letting you go,
don’t blame it for the beat it skips when I see you,
don’t blame my eyes for adoring your presence,
don’t blame my mind for thinking of you,
don’t blame my lips that long for yours,
don’t blame my nose for its search to your perfume,
don’t blame my arms that never wanna let you go,
don’t blame my hand that wants to hold yours,
don’t blame my tummy when it can’t hold the butterflies…
Maybe,
one day,
I will strike my little fight,
but then…
I can’t blame myself for not trying.