have you ever had the feeling you want to go asleep, and don't wake up the next morning?
did you ever feel empty, after losing someone you really really love?
have you ever loved someone so much, it felt like your heart broke in two after it was over?
I didn't experience the last one yet, but it's soon to come I think. the love is there, but will be over in a while.
desperate to save this relation I don't know what to do and become anymore. Isn't there more then this?
I had to many chances, and to many things I fucked up. so I deserve this. But I don't want this.
I want you, I wish you where here right now. Your the love of my life, the only spark and light.
the rest is fucked up big time. Don't see any chance to sleep, so desperate to stay awake.
Hoping to hear something from you, but I won't. Your asleep, I hope it's a nice dream.
I hope I won't lose you but it's the night to tell that story.
We will see tomorrow.
I Love you chantal.
Jhb.