Pain.
that pain i feel inside..
i can't describe it..
i feel it everyday..
everytime i think i'm happy..
i feel it suddenly crawling trough my chest..
it won't leave me alone..
it won't go away..
it came since i broke up with you..
since then..i don't know..
it's like a worm that's crawling trough my skin..
trough my heart..my deepest feelings..
the pain can read them all..but it can't speak..
it can only crawl..i feel it everytime i think of you..
that pain i feel inside..
i can only feel it..
i know it is still there..
even when i smile..
i don't smile for real..
'cause i still feel it..the pain..
i feel like i'm dying inside..
there's nothing left..only my skin..
that thin skin where that pain is crawling under..
just stop!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
MAKE IT GO AWAY!
just leave me..let me die in silence..
let me fall deeper and further..in my black, empty puddle of nothing..
..all alone.