A silent nigt, a silent scream.
Nobody sees the thunder in me.
The war I have to fight everyday.
The battle inside of me is to hard to take
it's growing bigger and bigger with every breath I take.
The fact that I'm still down here is a miracle on its own.
Just looking at my body is so disgusting
I close my eyes everytime I take of my clothes.
I'm so ashamed to come outside feel the eyes burn on me.
I know what they all are thinking
'waw, she's fater then last year'
Everybody is so stupid,
they're to afraid to say it in my face
thinking that I'll start all over again.
You see they think it's all over and that I'm happy with who I am.
Well they couldn't be more wrong.
I will amaze everyone just wait and see
because maybe that one battle is over
but the war still lives on.