depressions, obsessions
It's like no one gives a damn
what I'm thinking is destructing who I am..
decisions I've made don't seem right cause they don't give me satisfaction..
can you see
right through me?
I'm too scared to show you how I feel..
too bad I didn't see
that It's not about you
or about us
It's about me...
have you ever been depressed
but didn't know why?
have you ever felt so insecure you'd rather die?
my mind tricks me into feeling alone..
when I'm surrounded by people
I don't see they want to give me a home..
I forgot I'm loved
because I don't think I deserve to be
That's what I do,
wreck myself out of misery...
have you ever stook your fingers down your throat
puking out your wrongs?
making big issues out of everything you've done?
FAILLURE IS MY FATE..
THAT PERSON IN THE MIRROR IS WHO I HATE
anger inside waiting to burst out
will I still be accepted?
can't stop the doubt