I’d like to spit out every single breath of mine
I’d like to know that I can die
I’d like to live in harmony
I’d like to drown in melancholy
My head should stop it’s pounding
I’m not listening anyway
I won’t be what they’ll say
I’ll be my own nothingness
Another two people died
living in the warzone
walking a ticking time-bomb
dying without mercy.
Tick Tick Tick it says
what’s that?
is it my head or my heart?
is it their Pete or their Bart?
When will it stop?
the ticking is over
the counting has begun
just when my thoughts are done.