When thing go wrong
I pretend the past isn’t real
Now, I’m trapped in this memory
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know
Just how it feels
Like to have a voice
In the back of my head
I cannot take this anymore
I’m saying everything I’ve said before
All these words
They make no sense
I need a little room to breath
Wish I could find a way
To disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
Nothing seems to go away
The lessons that you taught me
I learned there never true
I wane run away
Never say goodbye
I wane know the answers
No more lies
In the end
It doesn’t even matter
I trust nobody
And live in loneliness
I can’t hold on
It’s all too much to take in
I’m so afraid
I’ve lost so much
No matter what I do
How hard I try
I’m stuck on the outside
You love the way I look at you
You love the things I say I’ll do
The way I hurt myself again
Just to get back at you
My life, my pride is broken
Thes is the last smile
That I’ll fake
For the sake of being with you
Why I never walked away?
I’ve tried, like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I’ll take the blame for the sake
Of being with you
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say
You don’t understand
You try to take the best of me
No, go away
And let me die!