I feel like shit again
Don't know why or how
But the pain is real
As real as the wounds on my arm
I know I should be happy
After all I've got a wonderfull girlfriend
I really love her, I really do
But even she can't ease my pain completly
I don't expect you to understand
It's to much to comprehend
So much shit I've been trough
Too much blood I've seen
Wanna be happy again
Jump around with no worries on my mind
Just like the old days
Now it seems that was all a dream
A dream too good to be true
A dream I have to give up
'Cause I know it's gone
It'll never be the same
I've no goal in life
Don't want to do anything
The same routine every day again
It's getting real old
Maybe I should get a hobby
Or maybe I should give this all up
It's not that much, I can tell you that
But.. I'm afraid I'm too afraid