Even if you try you die,
All my struggle ends with a great sigh,
sometimes the only thing left is to cry...
Nobody sees my struggle nobody sees my pain
Every extra smile is another smile in vain.....
I'm so close to going insane
I don't wish to carry my name,
let me go from were I came
And still I'm flying without wings,no happiness only sad things
You have no idea what sadness my life brings
al this pain inside it's so bad it stings....
But somehow I don't know why,
I try to keep my head high
and try not to fall out of the sky.
But sometimes I can't take it anymore,
I don't wish to hear it anymore,
It will never be like before,
Sometimes I want to close my eyes and hit the floor.......