I'm sorry.
That I let you down a couple times.
I didn't mean to.
I just can't help the fact that my mind is going crazy.
Bit by bit, step by step.
I can see that I lost control over my mind.
I can't see anymore what's important and what's not.
I make promises that I can't keep anymore.
I just simply forget them.
I've lost my own time.
The time in my mind.
The time in my heart.
And I even lost the time in my soul.
I don't know what faith is anymore.
And I've lost hope.
I really am living day by day.