Is it so easy to do something real?
Is it so easy to leave in just behind?
I just wanted to make u proud u know,
But u asked me something, I just couldn't say no.
Is it raining outside,
or have I been crying the whole night?
Every tear was the fear of my heart.
I just shouldn't have been afraid to catch,
it ripped my mind apart.
My soul fell into pieces, a thousend I could count.
The rest was in my room, spreaded all around.
Don't think, just do.
I have to think about myself, not anymore about you.
But don't forget me,
Remember I'm still falling, I just don't know who to be.
Reaching for a hand, that no one could give.
Faith will decide, if I fall, if I can live.
But I learned from my mistakes, so there's no one left to blame,
for all of my thoughts, you have to know, that this isn't a game.
And still, I'm just playing the game with you,
which isn't really possible, which is something I can't really do.
You were just a Late-night crush, I wrote that in the sky.
I had to tell you this, I just didn't want to lie.
But if that had to happen to make the truth come out,
I wouldn't have struggled so hard, I wouldn't have any doubt.
All or nothing, and nothing more than less,
Wanted you to know that I'm the one you can't mess.
I'm opening a new chapter, again,
Just don't remember where last time I began.
New mistakes have to be made, and yet, I haven't anything denied.
Welcome to my new world, but this time,
I won't hide..
-xXx- Danique