One day, long ago
I could live without any sorrow
I could live my own life
But then I met the knife…
Everything was just allright
I was smiling everyday
Never, ever had a fight
Learning for school
Like that shit’s still cool
Doing what I was supposed to
But then I met the real you…
You killed me, it’s been 4years
Since I heard some cheers
Since I had a place called home
And it wasn’t just on the phone
But you, you hurt me deep
I couldn’t sleep
Pain made me insane
While I forgot to breath
While I bleed and die
You just hit to make me cry
You just talk to hear me scream
Like in a very bad dream
Die, women of hell, I can’t live this way
I surrender while I run away
I can’t not say why
But I have to die
Plzz, let me go
Let me free
I hate you so
You couldn’t see
Nightmares and prayers
Hand in hand
Hoping for a distant land
Forgotten places in the sun
Where there’s still fun
But I moved on to fight
I would not be destroyed by one night
I fought for many days
I fought in so much ways
I fought to live or to die
To search for heaven
In the open sky
But it was of no use
During this crazy abuse
Your hand touched my cheek
And I forgot what to seek
I only cried a river of tears
And you created all my fears
Your feet made me blue
And I still miss the real you
But I have to forget she exists
While memories make me raise my fists
What am I doing in this mess
Why all this loneliness
Why all this shit
What the fuck is it?
Oh, I loved you so much
I took care from your touch
I smiled when you smiled at me
But all this memories will never be!!!