I wonder myself
Lose I someone more?
I know so is this life
Bud I can't handle this
And I don't want lose someone
I think of the good days
The bad dominate
My feeling's
My body
My heart
It is all tired
And I ask myself again can I survive this day?
this fight never stops
Cause I come always out by the beginning
So I ask myself
Have this still does sense?
I dream over a train
I want to jump for it
Bud I don't do it
I think of what I had
I am it now lost
And I want it back
Bud I know that, that doesn't go
I have lost it
My friends say that they are for me
Only as I me eyes open
I am alone
It breakes me
Cause they don't understand me
Also as I explain
some do me pain
Maybe I do never know who real friends are
But the real friends will drag me it through
And the friends that me have let fall that come behind it yet well