I still cry, sometimes
when I think of the times I lied to you
about ‘every thing’s gonna be fine, you’ll see’
Well the only one who couldn’t see was me
and I stil cry, sometimes
when I hear myself saying like: it’ll be over before you know’
but it felt like my heart was tearing to pieces when I spoke those words
‘cause damn they hurt like the deepest cut
And I felt like the one who needed to be strong
like it wasn’t unfair already
I still cry, sometimes
whenever I imagine you sleeping next to me in my bed
and whenever you’d smile, those blue eyes
it was like a thousand little shimmering diamonds in a deep blue ocean
with every leaf falling down in september
Screaming ‘save me’ when they slide across the street
I still cry
But only when I miss you
‘cause most of the time
I smile