My thoughts are never resting
In my head are all my dreams
Screaming
I can’t make them stop
They’re making me crazy
I can’t take it anymore
I also don’t know what to do
Without all these thoughts
The silence that will remain
What should I do with it?
I haven’t known it
for years
Silence makes me scared
Just because I’m afraid
For being alone
And remember all the pain
I carry inside
I just want to forget about it all
This world falls on me
I don’t know where to go
I must be strong
Although I’m hurt
What hurts me most:
I can’t stop hurting myself
Always there’s some voice within
Screaming I’m worthless
I know I must go on
But I can’t live with it
The hate against myself
Is taking over
What to do when you hate yourself?
When you don’t believe
Someone wants you to stay
To stay alive
I guess no one would miss me anyway
So why would I stay???
All I ever do
Is making people sad
And that’s just something
I don’t want to do
I’ve never wanted to
So why???
Why’s this my life???