Why can't you see the tears behind my eyes?
Why can't you hear the thrill in my voice?
Why can't you see the sorrow behind my smile?
Why can't I just live on?
Why can't I live with who I am?
Why can't I let my thoughts rest?
Why can't I leave my past behind?
Why can't I just live on?
I've got friends, a boyfriend,
I've got everything to be happy.
But I ponder and I worry
and I cry myself to sleep.
I'm tired and I'm sick of it.
I just want to go away.
I want to sleep forever.
I want a lifetime of rest.