Damm...
I'll never turn my back on you,
I'll show you who i am,
what i can be,
not just for you,
also for me.
Cause your right in many ways,
i see clearly,
thanks to you.
Thats why i see,
you where young when we first met,
but still you're like always,
so sweet.
Yesterdays is saw guy's checking you out,
i started to feel anger,
i was kind of jealous,
but i gave you a smile.
I'm mad about how i did,
i'm mad about all the things that happened,
i want to do it all over,
only so much better now.
I'm mad,
because other girl are trying to get me,
but i just don't want them,
even if they are cute,
no one compairs to you.
I'm mad,
mad about myself,
mad beacause i wasting my time,
on such irrelevant thing,
like smoking, like doing nothing with my life,
just thinking, this is it.
But it ins't,
there is so much more to see,
so much more to learn,
i'm fighting for the best,
i'm fighting cause of the butterfly in me,
cause of the rainbow connecting me.
I'm not a shame for who i was,
i learned allot those years,
but time is moving forward,
so i have to use the past,
but always move forwards.
And i'm looking forward,
to the place where i belong,
working on it every day,
and even so,
i started to pray.
Wishing for a better day,
but the thing is,
i have to make my wish come true,
you'll see,
i'll promise you,
it wouldn't be the same,
it would be better,
Cause you're the only one,
who make me smile.
Nothing fake,
like the masks i pretend to other people,
If you would ask,
how are you doing,
i'll tell you,
i'm mad,
and i did it myself,
Damm...