If I only could describe how I feel
All this hurt... and pain inside
Tears eager to leap from my eyes
This body longing for love
To find a shelter from this rain
Which is pouring down from above
If I only could describe how I feel
How much I miss them now they're away
Not being able to find the brightness in a day
Just on the sly wishing it was all over and done
Dreaming 'bout all this pain that's gone
But it's all just still right here
If I only could describe how I feel
Friends arguing 'bout silly things
People flying to the light with beautiful white wings
Not begin able to help yourself or others
Children not begin able to talk to their mothers
If only I could
I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel
That this world I'm living wasn't real
That I didn't sometimes cry myself to sleep
The way the salt burns on your face when you weep
But it's all true to me... still is every day
And I'm still waiting for that day it's all gone away