I look and look but never see,
the things that make me blue,
and all the while I think off me,
The things I watch and do,
I 'll never understand someway,
How it becoms in life,
the things I do and love to say,
My mind that I describe,
Everything so terrible wrong,
how must I do it right,
I want to know where I belong,
and even if I might,
Understand the words they say,
The way they talk and see,
I have to learn to go my way,
I'ts all messed up in me.
Elsje