I often wonder why its me,
that causes so much pain,
all the problems that I see,
All cause off me and in vain,
I wonder why it hurts so much,
so much that it bleeds,
i only want to keep in touch,
With people the world needs,
my friends don't worry about me,
thats why life is so hard,
they don't care about problems that i see,
they don't help when i'm not to smart,
I wonder why i lose every friend,
why i'm such a bitch,
why my life doesn't sents,
good things and things they stich,
i often wonder why i cry,
why I hurt my friends,
Why I wish that I could die,
Why my life doesn't ends,
Why it hurts so much inside,
And it's all because off me,
Why I often try to hide,
Just for things I see,
Why my mind hurts so bad,
Why I never ever feel free,
Why I'm really often sad,
Just all because of me...

Elsje