Fear
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I’m stocked
Stockend in a spiderweb of feelings
Danger is coming to me and
Stil I feel happy
But suddenly
Everything goes away and
The only thing lef is fear
The fear that I never had before
An undescribable feeling
No words will ever contain the meaning
It’s the fear of being myself
The feeling that people don’t like me the way I am
That everything I built up is falling in pieces
And can never be made again
The tought I can’t show my real feelings anymore
Because they won’t be accepted
It ’s more than you can imagine
More than I can describe
More than anyone will ever understand