Life is a mystery
I don't give a #### wether I live or die!!
That way, every good day is a gift,
and every bad one is a conformation
of my doubts and worries.
We're not on this earth for ever.
Just as well!!!
And if at some point God doesn't take
me out of this misery and dark thouhgts,
I will!
And no one high and mighty
will have the right to judge me!!!
I decide, I alone!!!