The letters I write
are returned unopened
The phonecalls I make
you don't want to recall

My hand
strongly holding the phone
My knockels
are turning white
Slowly
my fingers are looking
looking for your phonenumber
that's still in my mind

When you say your name
I can't say a thing
Too afraid my voice will shiffer
Fastly
I throw the receiver on the clamp
While I would like to do something else
instead of playing this game

Why is it so hard
So hard to let you know
how I feel
What I really feel for you

One call like that
every day
Brings you back into my life
For just a few seconds