I hate the body in the miror
I think I´m to fat
I know I´m not
I can´t help thinking it
I don´t want to eat anymore
I have to eat
Does somebody realy understands me
I guess not
I don´t even understand myself
I´m not realy sick
But I veel sick
I feel like drowning
In my own thoughts
I don´t know what to believe
I don´t what I believe
Can somebody tell me
probebly not
How can somebody els give me an answer
If I don´t even know what the answer is
What´s wrong with me
Why do I throw up when I don´t want to
Why do I like the feeling to be hungry
why can´t I just understand myself
Why is that so difficult