To my soul,


Are you there, are are you not,
Have I lost you somewhere,
Is it my fault, my lost or not,
Have you left me , or are you there,
I know Its my fault, it was my game I played,
I’m sorry for all the lies you had told,
But if you only stayed,
Then maybe I wouldn’t have the feeling to die,
Then maybe I had some confidence,
Maybe I would have faith and wouldn’t lie,
Or maybe some good friends,
Soul where are you,
Now I’ve got such a sick mind,
I felt you slip away each time,
was I really that blind,
you had to look at me when I cut
my own skin, with tears in my eyes,
is that the reason you left,
now I’m even more depressed, my heart cries,
what do I have to do to make you come back,
to make me have confidence in myself,
maybe I have the answer to that question,


soul this is the last lettre,
I will ever be writing to you,
This is the last thing,
I will ever do,
You left me, you gone,
So here’s my heart , you keep it ???
Its not that hard It’s fast done,
And here we split,
Goodbye forever,
Goodbye my heart,
Goodbye this fucked up life,
Goodbye me….