Why shouldn't I hurt myself?
Why can't I cut myself
I need to survive, i need pain
If I would do it, will you go?
My friends, my family you'll go?
I need to do this for my self
Not to get your attention
I need to do it for my rest
Physical pain to heal from inside
the pain she caused me
She didn't meant to do it
but it happened let me do it
please let me cut myself
I need to bleed all over
i need to feel the blood
running down on my arms
Will you leave me to?
Leaving me alone, like a small boy
Crying for someone to stay with him
If I would hurt myself, would you go
My friends, family en beloved ones
Please let me cut myself
I need to do it, don't stop me
Can't you see? The tears flow
Mixing up with my blood
Flowing down to nothing
Please give me permission
I don't do it because you all asked me
please let me do it?
You won't? Then tears will flow
Tears of lonelyness.
But promise me you won't go
my friends, family and beloved ones
I need you, all of you