As the rivers freeze during these winter days
My heart turns into ice deep inside
The warmth there was, has gone away
Where it should be filled with love, it died
Through the trees the wind howls 'n screams
Same as the grief I feel within
Tears keep streaming 'n end up as steam
While emotions crawl underneath my skin
The clouds change moods, a cloak of darkness appears
My mind holds on to it's sorrow 'n pain
For letting them go, would bring me even more fear
I rather keep them 'n become insane
But even though, it's hard to give you that clue
For you never seem to understand my signs
When I'm feeling sad, you think I'm just fine
You've never been able to tell what I'm going through
How much I wish you could understand me
Without me having to paint out the whole picture
Some day I hope I wouldn't be so unsure
For this is how friendship should be