Everywhere around me
sounds, noise and laughter.
Children playing worryless,
like forever, ever after.
So confident on the outside,
but doubts are in my heart
I don 't understand the person I am.
at times it tares my soul apart,
Complicated moments,
thoughts and memories.
Strange, dangerous omens,
never leaving my mind at ease.
Scratching at my conciousness
taking controle of all sanity.
The colour of true loneliness,
madness, can 't you see?