Turn my head aside
you don't know it but this hurts
I'm sorry
I guess it's just me again

I can't help it
tears run by my face
hoping you won't notice it
that you won't ask

you know, I doubted
didn't want you to know this
I knew you'd feel guilty
you don't have to

I just wish I could laugh
but it's not funny
Just wish this would make the pain go away
but it doesn't

It seems I'm still missing something
I'm still searching for stability
But now I keep falling
I still stand here all alone

unable to face you
cause you'll think I'm fine
And I'm not
not even close


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