once again..
the toughts are running trough my mind..
and again i see a red stream of blood..
i can't
i won't
i wanna give up..
this is my last goodbye..
the pain is killing me..
it's like no one understand me
like they can't see..
can't seethe real me..
every day the same story..
i look happy from the outside
but inside the words she say are tearing me apart..
i wanna die..
but the world won't let me..
something is keeping me here...
i hate everything about this world
my mom, my sister, my family
but most of all i hate my selfe
so i must leave this world
nobody will care..
nobody will cry..
cause it's just me in this world
a world full of anger and pain...